World Cup Sexual Frustration

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I can feel your hearbeat. SC

Intro:

Sometimes you’ve this feeling, that you can’t hide. He makes you smile and makes you shine and you can’t help it to smile back. To let him see that you want to try it, even if you know that it’s wrong.

Starring: Sergio Canales, Bojan Krkic, Lucy-Ann Santimao,

I felt his hands on my hips and looked into his gorgeous eyes. “Why are you smiling ?” He asked. I closed my eyes for a second, before I answered. “Nothing and everything.” He looked at me, amused and confused at the same time. “Lu, don’t be so smart.” I laughed and he laughed with me. He sounded like an angel, like a beautiful angel. “I’m gonna miss you.” I heard the pain in his voice and pretended that I didn’t noticed it. I learned that guys don’t show there feelings often and when they do it, you just have to ignore it. “Bojan…” I hesitated. “Tell me.” He spoke softly, he almost whispered. “I don’t know what to do.” “You don’t have to do anything.” I shook my head. “It’s Madrid-” He interrupted me. “So ?” His hand moved, upwards and I felt the goosebumps. “We can do this, and when you’re done with school, you can live with me.” I smiled, I just smiled and felt happy. He kissed me softly, with so much passion that I thought that I was floating. Oh boy, I was going to miss him so much..

PART 1

Lucy-Ann POV.

With slow steps I walktrough the new house. It’s beautiful, huge and just a dream house but I hate it. “And ?” Mom looks at me with a generous smile. I want to bitchface her but it doesn’t looks like a good idea. “I don’t like it.” “She’s just mad because she has to miss her bobo.” says Taylor. I roll with my eyes and ignore him. He’s just a baby sometimes. “Why don’t you like it ?” asks mom. Ik look at her, surprised and shocked. “Why do you think ?” It sounds ruder than I wanted. “It’s just a boy, Lucy.” I look at her angrily and just don’t know what to say anymore. Just a boy ? He’s my love. My boyfriend. I wanna marry him and have 2 kids and a dog and a lovely garden. “I’m gonna take a walk.” And before anyone can stop me, I walk trough the door, into Madrid.

I’m walking trough the biggest city that I’ve ever seen in my life. Barcelona doesn’t counts for me, but I’m actually sure that Madrid is bigger then Barcelona. I look at my right and see a boy and girl kissing. They’re actually almost making love on the streets. I look at my left and see a beautiful building. It’s huge. I keep walking and see more beautiful buildings and a few monuments. I’m loving Madrid already. Bzzzz.bzzzz. I take my phone and see that I’ve one new message.

Hi princess, everything alright there ? I miss you. loves, Bo ♥

I start smiling and type my answer.


Ola, my hero. I miss you, I need you here. The house is beautiful, but I just can’t be happy. I think of you all the time, loves Lu ♥

I send the message and suddenly I’m laying on the ground. I felt over a camera because I wasn’t looking where I was walking. “Can’t you pay attention ?!” says a voice angrily. “I’m sorry, I was typing and-…” “so what ?” I look up and see a 40 year old guy, looking at me with a red and sweaty face. “What were you doing actually ?” I ask and I stand up. “Trying to take a photo.” I take the camera and give it back. “Of the building ?” The man looks at me suspicious. “No, of the people in the building.” I turn around and notice the logo of Real Madrid FC. I look back at the man “You support them ?” I know that he can hear at my sound that I don’t support them, but before he can answer, the doors open and suddenly people come from everywhere to take a photo of the people behind me.

PART 2

I turn around and I see a few boys, standing in the crowd, looking irritated. I recognize them immediately, at their arrogance; they’re Madrid players. I take a step back and look at them, how they handle stuff like this. Ronaldo is just looking like he wants to be anywhere else, but here and Ramos is being nice. He’s giving people an autograph and smiling at them. Behind Ramos walks Casillas. He’s busy with his phone. Assholes. I really don’t like Madrid, they’re always arrogant and never nice to their fans. Only to the girls.. Just when I decide that I’m not gonna watch them any longer, the door opens again and two new people walk into the crowd. I recognize Ozil. I don’t really know him or the way he plays, behind him walks a young boy.

I recognize his face, but I don’t know his name. He plays with Bojan in the Spain NT U21. The boys are coming closer and I don’t know if they know me, I’ve been to lots of football matches and also some interviews to support Bojan.

They’re still coming closer and I’m still standing there. A little bit hypnotised by the blond boy. But the way his eyes shine when he looks at the fans is just magical, I can’t express the feeling. It isn’t love, it feels more like something beyond love, something deeper. I shake my head, to come back into reality. They’re almost next to me now, Ramos still giving autographs so as the blond boy. I hear girls screaming Canales, Canales, Canales and remember his name again. Sergio Canales. It sounds sweet and adorable. I shake my head again, I can’t think things like that I’m not a Madridsta and I don’t even know that boy. I start walking, away from the crowd and away from Sergio, but I’ve this weird feeling that I’m gonna see hem again, and soon…

PART 3

I walk slowly back home, not interested in the world around me.

When I come home I immediately go to my room, thank god that my room is finished, otherwise I had to sleep with me little brother in 1 room. I close the door and let me fall on the bed and close my eyes for a second. I try to control my heartbeat because it’s way to fast now, I can almost hear it. I feel my gsm buzzing but I ignore it, I’m not into talking right now.

I walk to my laptop and push the little button so it starts up. I hear my phone again and look at the name on it, Bo♥. I hesitate for a second and then I push on the green little phone.

LU, WHY WEREN’T YOU ANSWERING ??”“Chill, Bo. I was thinking.” Silence.“About me ?”“Ofcourse.” He starts to laugh, what do I miss that adorable laugh.“Lu, I need to see you again. I wanna hold you.” O gosh, here come the tears.“Bo, I need you here, your arms around me. I think about so many things and I just can’t handle all of them. I don’t wanna think them. I just wanna love you and never let you go.” I’ve no idea if you understands me because I’m crying and talking at the same time and that isn’t very understandable usually.“Ssssh, don’t cry babe, don’t cry.” I hear the pain in his voice and I now that he wants to hold me right now.” When can you come ?” I ask while I dry my tears. “I’m with you in 7 hours, I’m coming right now.”

PART 4

Bojan POV

I walk trough my gigantic house, searching for the car keys. Where are the goddamn keys ? I look around and my eye falls on an old photo of me and Lucy. What do I miss her. She was always the sunshine in this house. Her energy was just incredible and sometimes to much to handle, but now I miss it. I wanna hear her sing again and laugh when she hears how wrong it sounds. I smile from all these memories. I find my keys on the couch, under my jacket. I take my phone and walk to the door, a few steps nearer by Lucy.


I’m riding on the highway, 130 km/u. I just can’t slow down, I wanna see her right now. A few guys are racing in front of me. They’re just crazy, if one of them lose the control… Oké, don’t think about that. I slow down a bit so that I’m further away from them. I look at my right and see a few girls, they’re laughing sweet at me so I smile back. I look back to the road en try to concentrate me, but my thoughts are always to interesting to push away. When I hear ‘Run to you’ from Bryan Adams I start singing and totally lose my concentration on the road. It’s getting dark and the lights are getting closer, to close. I try to slow down some more but it’s to late. I put my hands for my face to protect it instinctual but by that I lose all the control of my car. A last BENG and everything is quiet.

I feel my hear beating fast and something warm on my head. I hear screaming and I wanna open my eyes but I can’t. I wanna scream but somehow I can’t open my mouth. I feel a fear that I’ve never felt before. It looks like I’m losing the control of my own body, that I’m a prisoner in my own body. I try to move my hand but I feel nothing, I can’t move my hand or my feet. A weird feeling is coming from out of my chest and spreading trough my whole body. I feel something warm from out of eye I and realise that I’m crying. Please help me. I see Lucy before me, like a perfect hallucination. I can’t tough her, how hard I try. I scream her name but I’m the only person who can hear me. I feel hands but can’t react on them, and I realise that the sounds around me are slowly fading, I’m losing my last connection with the world. I cry in myself, thinking of the happy moments in my life, realising that it’s all over. That I’ll never become the best player in the world, that I’ll never see my own kids grow up, that I’ll never see Lucy’s smile again or hear her soft voice again, that I’ll never marry her and that probably someone else would do that. That someone else would make her happy and that she will forget me. The last part of my body that I could control broke. My heart broke by all this thoughts and darkness surrounded me, until I also lost myself.

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